Becca Louise

Taylor Swift lyrics describing how I feel tonight…

The way you move is like a full on rain storm, and I’m a house of cards.  You’re the kind of reckless that will send me running, but I kind of know that I won’t get far….Don’t say yes run away now…Say you’re sorry that face of an angel comes out just when you need it to.  As I paced back and forth all this time cuz I honestly believed in you…I took a chance; you took a shot, and you might think I’m bullet proof but I’m not…He can’t see the smle I’m faking…I hold on to the the night you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me.  Were you just kidding?  And you feel so low you can’t feel nothing at all.  It rains in your bedroom; everything is wrong.  Back up; baby, back up.  Did you forget everything?…Oh, a simple complication; miscommunication leads to fallout.  So many things that I wish you knew; so many walls up I can’t break through.  But you held your pride like you should have held me…And I’ll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes.  All that I know is I don’t know…The water’s high; you’re jumping into it and letting go, and no one knows that you cry, but you don’t tell anyone that you might not be the golden one.  You’re tied together with a smile but you’re coming undone…You should have said no.  And I should have been there, in the back of your mind.  I shouldn’t be asking myself why.  You should have said no…

Its alright; just wait and see.  Your string of lights is still bright to me.  Who you are is not where you’ve been.  You’re still an innocent.  Everyone of us has messed up too.

Songs:

Sparks Fly

Speak Now

White Horse

Tell Me Why

The Way I Loved You

Forever and Always

The Story of Us

Last Kiss

Tied Together With a Smile

Should’ve Said No

Innocent

(via forever90s)

This was me this morning… and then I missed Spanish….

(via the-absolute-funniest-posts)

(via movieandtvthoughts)

Those were awesome and I wish I still had mine…

(via forever90s)

This girlchild was born as usual

and presented dolls that did pee-pee

and miniature GE stoves and irons

and wee lipsticks the color of cherry candy.

Then in the magic of puberty, a classmate said:

You have a great big nose and fat legs. 

She was healthy, tested intelligent,

possessed strong arms and back,

abundant sexual drive and manual dexterity.

She went to and fro apologizing.

Everyone saw a fat nose on thick legs. 

She was advised to play coy,

exhorted to come on hearty,

exercise, diet, smile and wheedle.

Her good nature wore out

like a fan belt.

So she cut off her nose and her legs

and offered them up. 

In the casket displayed on satin she lay

with the undertaker’s cosmetics painted on,

a turned-up putty nose,

dressed in a pink and white nightie.

Doesn’t she look pretty? everyone said.

Consummation at last.

To every woman a happy ending. 

-Marge Piercy 

(via thedeliriumdilemma)

Pretty uneventful.  I mean, I have a couple of interesting teachers, but its just school.  I have three classes today.  My first two I didn’t know anyone and I’m on my hour and 45 minute break in between my last one.  That’s one thing that I like.  Long breaks in between classes.  And no school Fridays.

I’m more anxious about my job interveiw at Stake and Shake after school though.   Pretty excited for life.

So, I’ve had a lot of haters lately.  And I think you all need to realize…

Here’s the thing…

I’m not sure, but it definitely wasn’t anyone that’s judging.  It’s less than two years anyways, its not that big of a difference, and I still tend to get this from people when I tell them how old Jeremy is

Which of course in turn makes me want to

But now, I realized I don’t care, so when people try to judge or make fun, I’m just like 

So yeah, I love my boyfriend more than anything else in the world, and family/certain “friends” that don’t like it, can just deal :)

And to everyone else who continues to judge….

Toodles! :D